人死後會蛻變發光 When you die, your life flashes...
散發出能量 and you disintegrate, radiating energy.
凡事皆有極端 When a thing turns into its opposite,
由愛生恨 when love becomes hate...
會擦出火花 there are always sparks.
當生命幻滅 But when life turns into death...
卻會爆炸 it's explosive.
射出萬丈光芒 There are streaks of light...
神奇且刺激 magical and electrifying.
每個人只能感受某種能量 Everyone senses something, some energy,
某種精神 some spirit,
某種光亮 some sort of illumination.
而我卻能看到 But I see it.
我看到閃亮如明星般的屍身 I've seen bodies shining like stars.
有人說世上沒有靈魂的輪迴 Some say there's no soul. No afterlife.
生死是圓規最筆直的那條線 But life, like death, is the straightest line on the compass.
僅此而已 And nothing more.
隨便你相信什麼 I say believe what you want.
無論你做什麼 Because no matter what you do,
當生命火花燃燒殆盡後 cut everything up, burn it all down...
一切便不再受你的控制 you're in the path of something beyond your control.
特別的吻給特別的你
我對死亡一向很著迷 I've always been fascinated by death.
死亡的感覺 死亡的味道 The feel of it, the smell of it...
和死亡的寂靜 and the stillness.
我裹住屍體 裹住屍體 I shroud the body. Shroud the body.
我裹住折翼的小麻雀 Shroud little sparrow with broken wing.
我放下屍體 放下屍體 放下屍體 I lower the body. Lower the body. Lower the body.
我進入黑夜 進入黑夜 進入黑夜 I enter the night. Enter the night. Enter the night.
聖塗行義 The anointment.
嗨 Hi!
大伙 咱們進廁所 Come on, guys, two minutes in the closet.
凱蘿是我第一個朋友 Carol was my first real friend.
她說她能看見黑暗 She said she could see in the dark...
和鬼魂通靈 and talk to spirits and ghosts.
貓咪 你在咬什麼 Puss-puss, what you got?
是隻老鼠 It's a mouse.
珊卓 Sandra.
咱們安葬它 Let's bury him.
好的 Okay.
移屍 移屍 移屍 Carry the body. Carry the body. Carry the body.
我們來移屍 We carry the body.
讓我們低頭禱告 Let's bow our heads in prayer.
好的 All right.
感謝主 For what we are about to receive,
讓我們懂得感恩 may the Lord make us truly thankful.
阿門 Amen.
那是飯前禱告詞 That's grace.
足夠神聖 這才重要 來吧 It's religious, that's all that matters. Come on.
你要走了嗎 You're leaving already?
對 Yeah.
好吧 Okay.
那年暑假我們一找到動物屍體 All summer long, we'd find dead animals...
白天就為它們覆屍 埋屍 shroud their bodies, chant, and bury them. All by daylight.
天黑以後 我會回去 After dark, I'd go back
再為它們舉行正式葬禮 and give them a proper burial.
花栗鼠 It's a chipmunk.
那是什麼 What's that?
花栗鼠寶寶 Baby chipmunks.
全都死了 They're dead.
我們該怎麼辦 What'll we do with them?
舉行特別的葬禮 We'll have a special ceremony.
天上的主 And please, dear God, who art in heaven...
請您眷顧花栗鼠 take care of the chipmunks.
當您榮耀的國度降臨 阿門 In power and in glory, thy kingdom come. Amen.
你在幹什麼 What are you doing?
你說呢 來呀 What does it look like? Come on!
我弄傷它了 Oh, no, I hurt it.
我一定抓得太緊 I must have squeezed it too hard.
凱蘿 Carol.
凱蘿 Carol!
噢 我的天 Oh, boy.
媽媽說 凱蘿的母親很氣憤 Mom said Carol's mother had phoned and was very upset.
她打電話投訴 說我逼她女兒跳巫術舞蹈 She said I had made her do some sort of witchcraft dance out there.
媽媽要我離凱蘿遠點 Mom told me to stay away from Carol.
她說我已經成為女人了 She said I was a lady now.
我再也沒有和凱蘿一起玩過 I never played with Carol again.
我第一次以旁人的眼光看我自己 And for the first time I saw myself the way others might.
你們要注意我的技巧 I would like you all to pay attention to the technique.
從腹部往上 We start the incision from the abdomen, up.
珊卓·拉森 你怕嗎 Sandra Larson? Do you have a problem with this?
不怕 No.
它死了 沒有感覺 It's dead. Doesn't feel a thing.
我們繼續剖開主要器官 Now we continue the process by exposing major organs.
你們可以看到肋骨保護著心臟 As you can see, the heart is protected by the rib cage.
解剖屍體充滿危險和毀滅性 Cutting into the body seemed dangerous and destructive.
可是我必須得深入其中 But I had to get inside...
一窺究竟 see the order...
瞭解生命完美的結構 understand the perfection.
拉森花店 Larson's Flowers.
好 劍蘭 沒問題 Yeah, gladiolas are no problem.
兩點鐘前送到 We can deliver by 2:00.
好的 All right.
珊卓 Sandra.
拉 森 花 店
鑲鐵棺木 The Valley Forge...
摩納哥式 and of course, the Monaco.
不 不可能的 No, that can't be right.
該死 God damn it.
華先生 嗨 Mr. Wallis? Hi.
時候到了嗎 Is it that time already?
快點 跟我來 Quick, follow me.
隨便放 Anywhere is fine.
喪家會重新整理 The family is going to rearrange them all anyway.
很好 That's good.
恕我失陪 我很忙 Now if you'll excuse me, I have some work to do.
我想在這兒工作 I'd like to work here.
什麼 Pardon?
我需要工作 我聽到了你和我爸的談話 I need a job. I overheard you talking with Dad.
我為你的助理感到遺憾 I'm really sorry about your assistant.
珊卓 Well, Sandra...
我只是在花店幫忙 The flower shop was just to help out.
我有司機執照 I have my chauffeur's license.
是嗎 Oh, I see.
你對入殮瞭解多少 What do you know about funerals?
有什麼竅門嗎 What is there to know?
這是辦公室 展示廳 And here we have the office, the showroom...
三間供瞻仰遺容的靈堂 three slumber rooms for viewing.
三間 Three?
記得去年的巴士車禍嗎 Oh, yes. Remember that bus wreck last summer?
一團亂 不過還是把人全都擠進來了 It was crazy. But we managed to squeeze them all in.
就是在這兒處理屍體 And this is where it all happens.
巧手一揮 他們就像是睡著似的 Once we've worked our magic, you'd think they were sleeping.
安祥遺容 這是我們的要求 Comfortable repose, that's what we're trying to achieve.
嗯 Now...
用哪個呢 which one was it?
你用這個好了 Yes. You can use this one.
我該穿什麼 What should I wear?
簡單樸素的裙裝就行了 A simple dress with flats will do.
對了 Oh, and one more thing.
別穿黑色 太令人沮喪 Don't wear black. It's too depressing.
好 Okay.
楊 來見見珊卓·拉森 Jan! Come and meet Sandy Larson.
你的新同事 She's taking over where Tony left off.
她來接替東尼的工作 She is Tony's replacement, so to speak.
我是珊卓·拉森 Sandra Larson
聖母般的手 Hands like the Virgin.
他是天主教徒 He's Catholic.
我是為了追尋極限 I did the things I did to find the edge...
同時感受死亡和生命 feel the end beginning.
隨心所欲後 Any thought you act on...
就欲罷不能 pushes you further out.
華 氏 殯 儀 館
把花收進來就清理煙灰缸 After you bring in all the flowers, you can empty the ashtrays.
衣櫥裏有吸塵器 If you need a vacuum, there's always one in the closet.
好的 All right.
華先生 Mr. Wallis,
- 這就是嗎 - 沒錯 - is there-- - Yes.
你知道是誰嗎 Do you know who?
東尼 鞠躬盡瘁 Tony. Died on the job...
在此安葬 buried on the job.
- 我來嗎 - 對 - Should I-- - Right.
父母半小時後到 快打開吧 The parents will be here in half an hour. Better open him up.
他是個好孩子 He was a good boy.
很英俊 Handsome.
是的 很英俊 He was. Very handsome.
你好冰冷 You're so cold.
沒關係 That's okay.
他死裏逃生後走向前 ''And he that was dead came forth...
手腳被布纏住 ''bound hand and foot with graveclothes:
臉也被蒙起來 ''and his face was bound about with a napkin.
耶穌對他們說 放開他 ''Jesus saith unto them, 'Loose him, and let him go.'''
超越生死線既過癮又嚇人 Crossing over was glorious and overwhelming.
絕對令人上癮 It was absolutely addictive.
華先生 Mr. Wallis?
我想學習如何保存屍體 I want to study embalming.
我想學習個中技巧 I want to study the art.
為什麼 Why?
它很獨特 It's unique.
是的 Yes, it is, Sandra.
這行業的確與眾不同 It is a profession apart from all others.
我覺得我會很在行 I really think I'd be good at it.
歡迎學習屍體防腐法 Welcome to embalming.
要是屍體開始僵硬 Now, if rigor mortis has begun...
就必須把肌肉全部打松 then all these muscles need to be broken up.
因為過一段時間就不聽使喚 Because after a while, they really don't listen.
這樣比較舒服 That's more comfortable.
你得塞住所有的洞 You have to pack up all these holes.
否則就會一團糟 Otherwise, we'll have a real mess on our hands.
這樣 There.
那是什麼 What's that?
讓他微笑的東西 It's something to make him smile.
比縫起來容易 That's a lot easier,
也快多了 and a lot faster, than sewing the lips together.
這些小玩意讓他緊閉雙眼 These little gems hold the eyes shut.
接下來 就找血管 Next, we raise the vessels.
你要記住 Always remember:
頭靜脈排血 jugular is for draining...
頭動脈用來注射 and the carotid, for injecting.
一條管子進 One goes in...
一條管子出 and one comes out.
有時會有血塊 Sometimes they get clots.
有時還得把它們切開 And sometimes you have to cut into a few more places.
這個病人應該沒問題 But our patient should be a piece of cake.
直接從醫院送來 Came straight from the hospital.
失血很多 They were probably thinning his blood to start with.
套管針 這是我們的寶劍 A trocar. Many see it as the embalmer's sword.
這就是所謂的抽腔 And this is what you call cavity aspiration...
抽出糞便 where we suck out all the goo,
塞入防腐劑 and we replace it with more magic elixir.
這樣他才不會脹得像頭豬公 That way our young friend won't bloat up like a pig.
等等 Wait!
怎麼了 What?
那樣不會 Doesn't it....
不會 他死了 No, he's dead.
你得習慣這股味道 You get used to the smell.
好了 All done.
就這樣 That's it?
把他沖洗乾淨 穿衣服 All you do is hose him down, dress him up,
然後上點妝 and apply a little makeup.
楊今天不在 Jan is gone for the day.
請你擦地板 Would you mind giving the floor a quick mop?
順手關上大門 And the front door locks behind you.
你沒昏倒 這是好現象 You didn't faint. That's always a good sign.
好了 It's okay.
別但心 Don't worry.
楊 Jan?
我在擦棺木 I'm polishing.
她好美 She's beautiful.
就像聖母一樣 A real Madonna.
不像現在的女人 全是皮包骨 Not like today, all skin and bone.
四十年代的女人都像聖母 In the '40s they were all Madonnas.
充滿女性的光輝 So womanly, so feminine.
華先生說他們是病人 Mr. Wallis calls them ''patients.''
別被他騙了 他也一樣低俗 Don't let him fool you. He's weak, like everyone else.
他老是說黃色笑話 All I hear is his dirty jokes.
一點都不尊重他們 He has no respect.
華先生心理有問題 Mr. Wallis is a troubled man.
什麼意思 What do you mean?
他愛搞男孩屍體 He likes the boys.
我逮到他一次 I caught him once.
我問他原因 I asked him why.
他說 有關係嗎 He said, ''What does it matter?
他們死了 沒有感覺 ''It's all dead flesh. They can't feel anything.''
你覺得呢 What do you think?
我認為他們有感覺 I think they can.
就像是跳進湖裏 It was like diving into a lake.
遽然的冰冷 然後寂靜 sudden cold, then silence.
屍身浮在水面 Their bodies floated...
莊嚴且明亮 solemn and shimmering.
我看著他們的生命逝去 I watched their lives flow out...
想像他們在世時的經歷 who they were, what they had done.
我的手好像被乾冰灼傷 My hands burned like I was touching dry ice.
我唯一能看見的 And all I could see...
只有那束光 was the light.
我直視著亮光 I looked right into it.
我在大學用功學習 College. I learned everything I could...
正確的程序和技巧 the proper procedures, techniques, and applications.
我完全專注在其中 I was completely absorbed.
注意屍體的液壓 ...and the fluid pressure from the body.
還有體溫 Be aware of the temperature....
套管針 The trocar.
天吶 Oh, God.
酷 Cool!
初級驗屍學 Primary postmortem?
對 Yep.
為什麼看它 Why?
我喜歡這些照片 I like the pictures.
書店有最新的版本 Well, there's a newer edition out in the bookstore.
照片的畫質更好 Higher resolution photographs.
你是病理學學生嗎 Are you a pathology student?
我沒見過你 I've never seen you around before.
我在殯儀館工作 在學防腐法 I work in a funeral home. I'm studying embalming.
真的嗎 Really?
那是瞭解屍體最好的方法 You know that's really the only way to know a corpse.
對不對 Don't you think?
我不知道 I don't know.
你當然知道 Sure you do.
你什麼都能看到 I mean, you see it all.
對吧 Don't you?
你去哪兒 Where are you going?
回家 Home.
我一直在想他說的話 I couldn't stop thinking about what he'd said.
他好像知道我的秘密 It was like he knew,
好像他已經把我看透 like he saw right through me.
咖啡 Coffee, please.
謝謝你 Thank you.
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
坐 Sit....
麥特 Matt.
珊卓 Sandra.
我有樣東西要給你 I have something for you.
第五版 Fifth edition.
我的 我是醫學院學生 It's mine. I'm a med student.
幾年級 What year?
其實 我現在沒上學 Actually, I'm not in med school right now.
我正在休息 I'm, you know, taking some time off.
在殯儀館工作如何 So, how is it working at the funeral home?
那是份全職工作 It's a full-time job.
你為什麼想做一名入殮師呢 Why would you want to be an embalmer?
因為那些屍體 Because of the bodies.
怎麼說 What do you mean?
我跟他們做愛 I make love to them.
真的嗎 Really?
對 死屍 Yeah, dead bodies.
你不信 對吧 You don't believe me, do you?
我相信 I believe you.
我從沒和人說過 I've never told that to anyone.
男人還是女人 Men or women?
男人 年輕人 Men. Young men.
- 新鮮的死屍 - 對 - Fresh corpses? - Yes.
你爬到他們身上嗎 Do you climb on top of them?
- 對 - 然後 - Yeah. - And then....
有血嗎 Blood?
當然 那是一定的 Yeah, it's essential.
老實說 精子創造生命 You know, when you think about it, sperm propagates life...
血液維持生命 but blood sustains it.
血才重要 Blood is primary.
對 Yes.
我住這兒 This is where I live.
你想進來嗎 You want to come in?
- 也許改 - 改天吧 - Maybe another-- - Maybe another time.
好吧 Okay.
- 晚安 - 晚安 - Goodnight. - Goodnight.
你的背包 Oh, your bag.
謝了 再見 Okay. Thanks. See you.
再見 Bye.
我住在地下室 I live in the basement.
嗨 Hi!
打不開 No.
繞到前面 我幫你開門 Go around the front and down the steps and I'll let you in.
- 好的 - 好的 - Okay. - Okay.
我一生的自傳 The biographies of my life.
有一天我會整理的 One day I'll clean up around here.
不 我喜歡這樣 No, I like it.
真的嗎 Yeah?
她很像你 She looks like you.
你這樣認為嗎 You think so?
當然 Absolutely.
那些是學校拿來的樣本 Those are sample bottles, from the school.
- 你想跳舞嗎 - 不 - Do you want to dance? - No.
我跳的不好 I'm just not very good at it.
好吧 Okay.
- 抱歉 - 沒關係 - Sorry. - That's okay.
喝杯酒嗎 Do you want a drink?
不 謝了 No. Thanks.
我從沒做過 I've never done this before.
沒關係 That's okay.
不要緊 It's all right.
只要躺下來 Just lie back.
躺著別動 Just lie still.
那晚之後 我知道我無法放棄 That night I knew I couldn't give it up.
我也不必放棄 And I didn't think I would ever have to.
你為什麼要知道全部細節 Why do you need to know all the details?
我只是好奇 每個人都會 I'm just curious, that's all. Anyone would be.
這是唯一的理由嗎 That's the only reason?
不是 No.
我從沒見過你這種人 I've never met anyone like you before.
你完全與眾不同 You're totally different.
像個實驗品嗎 Like an experiment?
不 你很有吸引力 No, you're compelling.
你的個性 You're complex...
既複雜又獨特 you're complicated, you're dynamic....
你知道嗎 You know?
我很喜歡你 I like you, Sandra.
我給你看樣東西 I want to show you something.
我常來這地方 I spent a lot of time here.
我在這裏失去凱蘿 This is where I lost CaroI.
她怎麼了 What happened to her?
不知道 結婚了吧 I don't know. Married somewhere.
我不相信婚姻 I don't believe in marriage.
少來 Come on.
想想看 性生活會很枯燥 Think about it. Sex would get pretty stale.
你怎麼知道 And how would you know?
我不想知道 I don't want to know.
性屍都是單方面的 It's all one way.
不對 That's not true.
他們沒有感覺 They can't even feel anything.
他們有 Yes, they can.
你只是想像他們擁有個性而已 I think you're drafting personalities onto the corpses.
那我的想像力一定很豐富 Then I guess I have a pretty big imagination...
因為我從未見過相同的屍體 'cause I've never met two the same.
你的想像力的確很豐富 You could have a pretty big imagination.
精神分裂病患 Schizophrenics...
能有幾十種性格 are able to manufacture dozens of complex personalities.
多謝了 Thank you!
承認吧 這只是控制欲 Face it, it's all about control.
你替他們編故事 給予他們生命 You create this history, this life, for them...
然後完全掌控他們 and then you have total control over them.
這跟控制欲毫無關係 It has nothing to do with control.
這是什麼 What's this?
- 別看 - 為什麼 - Don't look at that. - Why not?
日期 時間和次數 Dates, times, frequency of occurrence.
麥特 Matt, this is...
這是我兩周來所有行動的記錄 a record of everything I've done in the last two weeks.
沒錯 Yeah.
我只是根據你所說的記錄下來 It's just based on the stuff you told me.
你應該很高興 You should be flattered.
才怪 I'm not.
我試著瞭解這件事 It's just something I use to try to understand.
這麼做也不可能讓你瞭解我 This is not going to help you understand me.
這與事件 數字無關 It's not about... facts and figures.
這是關於跨越界線 It's about crossing over.
當我跨過去就無法停止 By the time I get there, I'm out of myself.
不只是這些 It's more than this.
嗨 Hi.
你嚇死我了 You scared the shit out of me!
對不起 你又做了 對吧 Sorry. You did it, didn't you?
怎麼樣 So?
我做了又怎樣 So what if I did?
甲醛 Formaldehyde.
你的指尖有血跡 You got blood under your fingernails.
我沒時間修指甲 You know, I didn't have time for a manicure.
狄恩·羅瑞克·英格裏希 三十歲 ''Dean Rodrick English, 30.
週二死於宿疾 ''...on Tuesday, after a lengthy illness.
下午一點到三點 ''Body can be viewed 1 :00 to 3:00 p.m.
停屍於華氏殯儀館 at the Wallis Funeral Home.''
訃文 你要幹嘛 The obituaries? Matt what are you doing?
邁克·格賽斯 三十五歲 Michael Gazitias. 35.
週三去世 Wednesday, in his sleep.
也停屍在華氏殯儀館 He's also at the Wallis Funeral Home.
回答我 Now...
你和他們睡過嗎 did you sleep with these two guys?
我不隨便和死人上床 You know, I don't fuck everything that's dead.
我不是這意思 That's not what I meant.
每個人感覺都一樣嗎 Is it the same with each of them?
不一樣 No!
每個人生前都不同 Everyone is different. It's like in life.
死後也不變 Everybody is different. It's the same in death.
有什麼不同 How is it different?
他們都擁有 獨特的 Each of them has its own...
智慧 wisdom...
純真 快樂和悲慟 its own innocence, its happiness, its grief.
我從屍體上感受這些 I feel everything from the body, okay?
我看到了 I see it.
你看到了什麼 You see it?
那就像是 It's like...
直視著太陽卻不會目眩 looking into the sun without going blind.
我完全陷入其中 I am consumed.
我也一樣 So am I, Sandra.
這地方太吵了 It's so noisy in here.
我知道 I know.
而且很悶熱 像在沙灘上 And hot, like the beach.
我把窗戶打開 I'll try the window again.
死也逃不出去 Goddamn deathtrap.
留下來 Stay here.
不行 I can't.
好吧 Okay.
星期四下課再來 I'll come back on Thursday. After class.
好 Fine.
他好年輕 He was so young.
是的 請 Yes. Yes, indeed. Please.
他看起來真棒 He looks wonderful.
死了比活著好看 Better in death than in life.
謝謝你的誇獎 I thank you for your kind words.
不過我要告訴你 I must say, however, that this young gentleman...
這是我助理拉森小姐的傑作 is the dedicated work of my apprentice, Miss Larson.
拉森小姐 你真有才華 Miss Larson, you possess a true talent.
謝謝你 Thank you.
你會害我會被炒魷魚 You could have had me fired.
對不起 Sorry.
我能到殯儀館看你嗎 Can I watch you at the funeral parIor?
你剛去過了 You were just there!
不 我是說晚上一個人 No, I mean at night... when you're alone--
不行 No way!
- 就一次 - 不行 - Just once? - No,
這是我私人的事 it's my thing. It's private.
站住 Stop.
我得跟你談談 I really need to talk to you.
我一直在想這事 I've been thinking about this a lot,
我現在知道了 and I know what I have to do now. I just....
雖然我不清楚如何去做 I don't know what to do.
但是我得去做 I have to do it.
你得做什麼 You have to do what, Matt?
我得和屍體做愛 I have to fuck a corpse.
想都別想 Forget it!
你不能逼自己去做 This is not something you force yourself to do!
我必須這麼做 別無選擇 I need to do it! I have no choice.
我也必須這麼做 I need to do it.
- 我 - 不 - I-- - No.
好吧 Fine.
我來接 I'll get it.
華氏殯儀館 Wallis Funeral Home.
是我 It's me.
麥特 Matt?
你打來幹嘛 Why are you calling me here?
你在哪兒 我聽不清楚 Where are you? The line's really bad.
今晚直接到我家 Look, skip your class tonight. Just come straight over.
不行 I can't.
麥特 Matt?
怎麼了 What's going on?
沒事 Nothing.
你整天都沒接電話 You didn't answer my calls all day.
我知道 對不起 I know. I'm sorry.
你穿西裝幹嘛 What's with the suit?
想都別想 Forget it.
讓我試一次嘛 Just indulge me.
不 我不想 No, I don't want to.
試一次 Sandra, just try.
就試一次 It's just a little thing.
不行 感覺好怪 No, it's weird.
- 趴在上面 - 我真的不想 - Sandra, just stay on top. - No, I really don't want to.
冷靜點 沒事的 It's okay. Just calm down, it will be fine.
放輕鬆 If you just calm down, it will be--
住手 Don't!
- 別緊張 - 住手 - Just relax! - Stop it!
我只是想體驗這種姿勢的感覺 Look, I just want to feel what it's like from this position.
住手 Stop it!
一次就好 Just once!
嗨 Hi.
我打過電話 I tried calling.
我知道 I know.
我很忙 I've been busy.
你明天還會來嗎 Are you still coming over tomorrow night?
我試試看 I'll try.
明天見吧 Well, maybe I'll see you then.
麥特 Matt.
你在幹嘛 What are you doing?
我的皮膚很不好 I've always had bad skin.
你亂說 That's not true.
你的皮膚很好 You have beautiful skin.
我幫你卸妝 Let me help you take it off.
我要走了 I'm going to go.
好 Okay.
再見 Bye.
喂 Hello?
我愛你 I love you.
麥特 Matt, come on.
別做傻事 快下來 This is stupid. Get down.
把凳子拉開 Pull away the stool.
我是說真的 Matt, I'm serious.
我很怕 快下來 You're scaring me. Get down.
你只要把凳子拉開就行 All you have to do is pull away the stool.
你在幹什麼 What are you doing?
我要把你抱下來 I'm gonna take you down myself.
珊卓 Sandra
如果你不拉開凳子 If you do anything other than pull away the stool...
我就自己踢開 I'm just going to kick it over myself.
求求你 Matt, please.
我愛你 好嗎 I love you, okay?
你才不愛我 No, you don't.
我愛你 求求你 I do. Please.
你不愛我 No, you don't, Sandra...
不過你會的 but you will.
早安 快點幹活 Morning gentlemen. Let's make this quick.
封鎖這地方 Okay, make sure this whole room is secured now.
- 別破壞現場 - 沒問題吧 - Let's not disturb anything. - Questions?
隊長 你來看看 Captain, do you want to come and take a look at this?
他們圍在旁邊 They were all over Matt...
一直問我話 and questioned me for hours.
他為什麼自殺 Why did he kill himself?
我為什麼不勸他 Why didn't I talk him down?
我說 I said.
我一進門他就踢開凳子 ''As soon as I entered the room, he kicked the stool away. ''
騰個地方出來 Okay, let's make room for the gurney here.
別破壞現場 Now, don't disturb anything.
好了 開始吧 Clear. Here we go.
他們不明白 They wouldn't understand.
我也沒辦法解釋 And I couldn't explain it...
儘管我很想解釋 even if I wanted to.
麥特死後一團混亂 Chaos came with Matt's death.
時間和形體互相衝擊 It came with time and form breaking free...
一切都放大 一切都解體 as everything was magnified, and coming apart.
麥特雖死 能量仍存 Matt was gone, but not his energy.
他是我見過最閃亮的星辰 His star was the brightest I'd ever seen...
爆炸後包圍著我們 exploding and surrounding us.
他的愛是如此強烈 His love was so intense...
我幾乎被燒傷 I felt burned.
愛就是渴望 Love is about craving.
對蛻變的渴望 Our craving for transformation.
當生命逝去時 And all transformation, all movement, happens...
就能獲得蛻變 because life turns into death.
我還在殯儀館工作 I still work at a funeral home.
我仍會跨越生死界線 I'm still compelled to cross over.
並且在光亮中看到麥特 But now I see Matt when I look into the center.